Unsettled Sky

~This picture was taken by Zona, she titled it "Before the Storm" I see the unsettled sky~

Did you ever wake up and on your first eye opener realize that your day was just going to be very different from the day before, kinda like a intution. I have had those lately and it scares the crap out of me, I don't know if its all the change in the air, or just everything being so unsettled.

My mom always looks in the sky (and yes the stars) and tells me "Oh how unsettled the sky looks" however when I look up I don't see it, try as I might I can't see what she sees. Yet, when a new day dawns, and my one eye opens, some days I can feel it. I guess I don't have to see it, for me its the feel. I don't tell my mom I can't see what she sees, as we are both different people and can't always see the same. However my respect for my mom runs deep, so if she sees it, I allow her to, as its her right.

We all look at life differently, our personalities are who we are, it is what we created in ourselves, it is what we believe in. I look at my mom with admiration daily, even tho we don't always see the same thing, it really does not matter. As the respect is was matters most.

I wonder often in my life, how I was taught respect? Did I learn the hard way? Or was it instilled in me as a child? And as I wonder, I think back on my life and see that mostly I was given respect, and if I was not, I respected anyway, in hopes the respect would come forth. And as I write this I see more clearly the unsettled sky, I see my mom, and I see that respect was instilled in me as a child, for even tho the sky might be unsettled, the respect is not, it is clear~