each morning when my mom leaves for work
it is in the very wee hours, it is usually dark out
and the sun is still asleep
she gets picked up each morning as she does not
drive, so she waits in the driveway, smokes her
cigarette and looks up at the dark sky
what she sees is the moon surrounded by stars
and the stars are glistening with a luster she cannot
ignore, it seems each star is reaching out to her and
she grabs on to them my name
she has named them all in her head, names of her
departed siblings, she sees all 7 of them and greets
them with a hello, and a warm smile, see tells them
she remembers it all, from the days of all of them
living in one room, to the days they grazed in
Branch Brook Park, to the days they all married in
our Church, St. Lucy's, her conversation then ends with
"we are 4 left here on this earth, and we will
never forget"
my mom is convinced it is them, as she tells me most
mornings the stars are aligned the same, she said when
the seasons change, the stars shift and then rest once
more in a position that she is familiar with, a position
she can read
when she told me this, i was not surprised at all, i hugged
her and told her, those stars watch over you as you begin
your day, they give you the strength needed to continue
on, as they were unable to do~~
she listened as i spoke, lit a cigarette and took a long drag
and said "they always gave me strength, i would not
think they would stop now"
so in the dark sky with the "Bella Luna" and the bright
stars, the Marciano siblings are looking down, and giving
to my mom what they have also given her in life
"Strength" in numbers!
my tears are real, they are forming, i feel them, i will
let them flow~~
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They are a little wet at the British Open..
Want2 - congrats on 200!! you deserved that!!
Yes , they are getting wet at the British Open!!
Want - I did miss the dance that the boys did - oh well -
Good for you Want2... you made it look easy!!
Have a great weekend!! Off to sleep, unless the dogs bark again tonight.
I wasn't trying to do that! I don't look at the numbers.
Goodnight Glyn...
That's what made it all the better. You weren't even trying and you took it. Anyway, pat on the back coming at ya!
Thanks G !
MEK: The job includes free golf privileges at Poppy Hills golf course in Pebble Beach. Mr. SacBarb played there twice when it was fairly new and it cost a fortune then. He would almost pay them to get that job,
SacBarb - nothing better than free golf - we still have our free round for working the tournament!
MEK: He said he isn't going to get his hopes up, but....
The Nuns are on it SacBarb...
Barb: Wheeling back into the nest checking in before I turn in... Glynis, how did the Birthday celebrations go? MEK, I can't believe I haven't checked in to see what happened today at the Open!
Must be the lack of big cats!
Sleep: Age before beauty and the beast! LOL!
Love you Bear !
Thanks Want!!
SacBarb,,,the nuns have their own website...lol
Want: Is that the web version of Dial-A-Prayer?
Whabby - I KNOW - the tourney just isn't the same - it's like the golf season is over!! sad...
lol,,,I guess so SacBarb!
SacBarb - oh - I, so, totally agree with you!!
:-)
Ugh... I ate out tonight with some girl friends and now my stomach is upset. I want to go to bed, but I think I might be up a bit. I just don't enjoy restaurants anymore... and this was a really nice place too!
Hi Whab!! We keep crossing paths. The birthday celebration was a huge success. One of the twins came down this morning and the first thing he said to me was , "That was some party last night!" I was really happy they enjoyed it. A lot of their friends are out of town and couldn't come, so there were lots of adult friends there. They just love being with people though, so they were happy. Plus there was cake and presents! How bad can that be?
MEK: Got it
Hi, everybody!
want Hey, congrats on sliding into 200!
Glynis Glad the boys had a good time at the party.
Zona Thank you for sharing about the stars. That was very touching. (((HUGS)))
Hi, SacBarb, MEK, and Bear!
Sorry you're not feelin well G.
Hi Jlin.
Barbwa That is so shocking about the young intern. My condolences to your hubby and the girl's family.
MEK: How funny, it does kind of feel like that, doesn't it?
But I just checked the scores from today... OMG! THE SHARK! I was the biggest fan of his throughout his career... I died a thousand deaths the year he lost the Masters to Faldo.
Sleep: :) I trust your day was a little better than yesterday?
Glynis: Glad to hear the party was a success! Happy face again!
So, um, does anybody have any idea what happened to NowMercy?
Bear: I sent her a message on MS and she never responded. She hasn't been on MS since March. So I don't know.....:(
Bear,
The Shark said he plays more tennis now than golf...go figure. lol
Bear- you've got mail.
SacBarb: I did the same, and also got no response. I wonder what happened?
Sleep: I was always a big fan of Chris Evert, too, so I can't believe my wedding invitation got lost in the mail! LOL!
Bear I've sent messages to Nowmercy a couple of times but no response. I miss her. She's quite witty and I always enjoyed reading her posts.
Bear: Maybe she just doesn't like us anymore...could it be??????
SacBarb Not possible. We are way too likeable. LOL
I'm going to go to bed now. Hope you all have a good night. :)
I;m not really likeable, ask Bear !
bye Jlin !
Just Lin: I know... she was great... consistent poster on the nest... interesting person... maybe one of the other owls knows something?
Barb: I can't believe she would be the type to take offense and slink away... but what do I know?
OK, signing off now. Until tomorrow... niters, you guys!
Bye Bear Buddy.....
night Lin and Bear
I think I'll head to bed too
sweet dreams everyone.
bye sbarb..
WOW, just got an e-mail from HP about their new TouchSmart IQ500 pc with touchscreen, built-in webcam & microphone...kind of a rockin' sexy demo:
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Niters, all!
bye bono...
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