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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

It Happened Again


i am having a issue with my weight
i can't seem to get a control on my
eating, i feel like a bottomless pit

it just seems i am always hungry
try as i might, the hunger stays with
me, each day i wake and tell myself
it is going to be a good day, i will
control my food intake, by 1pm
all bets are off

just not really sure what happen
i did have it under control, my weight
was stable, and i was able to stay away
from foods that just seemed to add
the pounds on

it has been since christmas 07 that
i have lost the control, and definitely
gained weight

so now i am starving myself
i know that is not good, but i have
to do something

summer is approaching and i just
don't want to be that poor beached
whale lying on the jersey shore beach

i know i am me, and i will always
be a plus size, however i just need
to gain that control back

i have put myself in this position
before, so it is happening again,
and i allowed it to do so

oh boy, just another issue to deal
with, i just want to attack this issue
this minute, and i know i can't as
this is going to take a while

wish me luck
:O)

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♥LOVEY♥ said...

:oP

RonnieGirl said...

shoot.,.,.,.

RonnieGirl said...

shoot.,.,.,.

♥LOVEY♥ said...

CONGRATS RONNIE!!!!

RonnieGirl said...

Congrats, Lovey. Got Guido's number?

RonnieGirl said...

Hell, that was me...moving my gorgeous hips in a girating motion.

♥LOVEY♥ said...

hehehe, go thru SACBARB for Guido, she gets a family discount.

Woohooo you did it Ronnie!!

RonnieGirl said...

I wouldn't put out a contract on you. It's those quick-draw ladies that I might need a contract on.

♥LOVEY♥ said...

Well now I'm pooped, and my nest is a mess, so I better tidy it up.
See ya later Owls :o)

RonnieGirl said...

Do you need some more bandages. You already look like a commercial for Emergency Assistance, poor baby.

RonnieGirl said...

Bye, Lovey. See ya later.

grandma moses said...

lovey, zona, tink, ronniegirl and dreama, ty for the kind words about age. I know it beats the alternative ~ I just am feeling a little old lately. Maybe I will join the red hats LOL.

DonnaJean, Your posts always made me smile and I could tell you are a very sweet lady! I am sorry that you are going through a hard time lately, but I am sure you will be feeling more upbeat again soon. It happens to all of us. There is a time for every season under heaven.

Dianne, I am wishing you well and hope you conquer this pneumonia thing soon.

justlin, I just read recently that if you aren't hungry for breakfast, it could be that you are eating too late the night before. Maybe this will help.

sacbarb, I don't know how to swim either or ride a bike. I could probably ride a stationary one though. lol

I love reading all your comments, owls. You are a great group of gals, including the couple of guys!

grandma moses said...

LynnD, how are you feeling today? Did you go to the dentist?

goldie said...

lynn- wondering the same as gm, let us know how it went today.

j/l I have to be awake for hours before I can put food in my mouth. I shudder to think about eating first thing. It was always a battle with my mom about eating breakfast before school. ICK

I just got off the phone with one o my favorite hooters. Made my 'banging' day much better!

Tina~in_ut said...

I could think of a couple of guys I'd LOVE to give a bikini wax to!!!! :)~

SacBarb~ Thank you so much for the cheery card.....I was joking with my mom about monkey's last night.....too funny~

Zona~ thank you so much for the beautiful card....can't wait to post it so everyone can see!!! And thank you for sending part of my inheritance! :)~ And the cd and the t-shirt!

Hey Dianne_milking_it_in_Denver~ I am the proud owner of a D-backs t-shirt....what do you have to say about that? :D

Carol~ I hate this topic....I know what I'm supposed to do....but I just don't do it....I need to lose my ass before I go to Hawaii! All that state needs is another beached white whale!!!!

Tina~in_ut said...

worried.....goldie is doing a lot of banging....and GM actually thinks she's old.....hello people!!!

grandma moses said...

Hello Tina, you actually made me laugh! OK I guess I don't even want to be middle aged!!

Zona said...

TINA: What if I begged?? ;)

Tina~in_ut said...

GM~ 55 is the speed limit! Live it up~ You made yourself sound like you were ancient....like 72! (he-he!!) You crack me up....you are a young thing~

Zona~ beg away....it's too cute and I didn't promise!! :D

goldie said...

all that banging does make one tired tina~

I forgot earlier- Dianne, get better soon. Stop milking cows or male nurses or whatever it is and get back here!! (hugs)

goldie said...

I have to..

goldie said...

224

goldie said...

225!

Lynn D said...

Afternoon Glories,

Want got first again??? Way to go!

Welcome Sonia!

Dianne: I think you are just reluctant to part with that Matty! LOL Get better soon sweety!

DonnaJean: I feel the same way it has been one medical thing after another for me this last 7 or 8 months.

Speaking of... Went to the dentist and I have the dreaded dry socket ( that sounds so obscene) and possibly an infection starting. Let me tell you I would rather do natural child birth again than have this dry socket.

They packed it today and I have to go back tomorrow and Friday to have it checked and repacked. Not fun. The dentist irrigated it with some nasty tasting crap and it felt like he went to my jaw bone. I about came out of the chair and choked him with his face mask!!!

He actually was a very nice guy and I could tell he felt bad for me. His nurse thought I was a riot!

The doctor (funny guy) actually said this is painful isn't it??? I said to him yeah about like getting your testicles squeezed with a vise! That is when the nurse fell in love with me.

Anyway Antibiotics and more painkillers, I am a walking stew of drugs!

Nauseated and tired. Tho he did tell me to make sure I eat!

See Carol I have a true medical reason why I need to lose 60 pounds!

Jodi said...

GOLDIE - So great to talk to you like always!! I'd be happy to help a girl out......just let me know what corner.....me and the girls will be right there!!! Oh, and so glad that you didn't have to have that doorknob surgically removed!! Sure puts a new spin on "don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out"!!! LOL!!

ZONA - ((((HUGS)))) just cuz!!

TINA - Rumor has it you could use a spankin'!!! lol @ 72!!! :P

iteach said...

Holy buckets, Carol!

You got into my head and wrote my thoughts.

I don't know how you did it, but you did it.

You might as well signed my name to your post.

Zona said...

TINKA: In case you're reading this, you have mail!!

goldie said...

I knew I could count on you and the girls HOdi!!

lynn, oh poor baby, I have had the dreaded dry socket and natural childbirth (twice)- and natural childbirth is easier. So sorry- take those drugs and just take it easy. Gives me the hebbie geebies just thinking about it.

Barbara_in_COviaWA said...

I agree with you goldie....heebie geebies about the dry socket.
Lynn, when I had my wisdom teeth pulled I was so worried about getting a dry socket. ugh you poor thing.

Barbara_in_COviaWA said...

LOL at the myspace comment iteach!

Tinkatia said...

Zona - I got your mail. Now I am waiting for your phone call and American Idol. Talk to you soon.

Just_Lin said...

I've had teeth pulled but never had dry socket. What is it, exactly?

Lynn D I'm really sorry you are still in so much pain. (((HUGS)))

Lynn D said...

Hey gang

Goldie, Barb, Justlin Thanks for the sympathy.

Yeah this is really pretty painful.

Justlin: I did not know what one was before either. I know now. Evidently it is when the socket the tooth is pulled from evidently totally dries out and causes let me tell you a horrible aching pain.

I will confess I was crying yesterday and that is so not like me.

Ok just took a fresh pain pill so I will be dozing away here in a few.

Everyone have a great evening.

Donna Jean said...

Oh Lynn, I really feel for you! I know all about dry socket. Were you drinking with a straw? That's a No No and so is smoking, but I don't know if you smoke or not.

Anyway, however you got it, I am so very sorry! But through all that pain your sense of humor never failed! I love it!

And I sure know what you mean about this being such a tough beginning of the year for both of us, and many others, what with the flu, and pneumonia and such! I can honestly say this has been one of the toughest years my family and I have endured since my husband died. I can't wait to see 2008 end!!!
6 1/2 more months to go!

Like everyone has said, keep taking the meds and pain killers. And maybe a shot or two to wash them down with! I wish I could give Laurie a couple shots to make her sleep!!! NO NO NO, I wouldn't do that, no worries, Tinka!!!

Laurie still won't sleep! Still throwing up, but is peeing, and she has been drinking a bit of GatorAde for the electrolytes, so I am not too worried about
de-hydration just yet.

I can give her Meclizine for the nausea. It seemed to work for about an hour or so, then whoa, did she let the old bucket have it! Says she feels better now that she threw up so much. We'll see how long that lasts.

I gave her some lime jello a little bit ago, (just a spoonful) and we'll see how it goes.

~Dreama~ thanks for the info about Zofran. I Googled it, and it is mostly used for cancer patients undergoing chemo. And some of the side effects are trouble with breathing and slow heart rate. I don't think I would want to try it on Laurie right now, with her heart issues. But thanks for the info, I really appreciate it!

Have fun everyone tonight with the Marches, and SEND JASON PACKING!!! That kid just HAS to go! He acts like he doesn't even want to be there. And that started several weeks ago. Who in the world is voting for him? I know the 10-13 yr olds with the fast and tricky fingers on the texting!

Peace and Love, and a better tomorrow for all undergoing sickness or sorrow,
DonnaJean and Miss Laurie

Just_Lin said...

Lynn D If anything can make me cry, it's the dentist. I can endure tremendous pain from any other source but not from the dentist!

I know you aren't supposed to smoke after getting a tooth pulled, but I used to light up immediately in the parking lot, even with bloody gauze in my mouth. A smoker really needs that cigarette after being at the dentist. I don't smoke anymore so I'm not sure what I would want. A nice frosty margarita, maybe. :)

Just_Lin said...

I don't think I understand how the socket can dry out when it's in your mouth.

goldie said...

WTF???? I posted an answer to J/L and its not there.....
Since the dry socket has been explained I wont' write it again, but where the heck did it go???

Watching Idol....

ibebold said...

Well Idol is over... and if you want cheats just ask!!!!

kahonugrl said...

Greetings Hooters!

Damn what a rushed, hectic, and stressed filled day here at work.

But the damn cruise ship will sail on Friday if it breaks every one of our backs!

TOTD:

Just like SacBarb I was put on a steroid after back surgery...something called Dekatron which is apparently alot more intense then predisone....when I awoke and found I was paralyzed from the waist down (temporarily) I freaked the hell out. They put me on this drug to reduce the swelling around the nerves....8 days later when I was transferred to a Rehab hospital and they weighed me in (the day of surgery I was 159 lbs) I weighed 185lbs!!! WTH! You don't notice that stuff layin down in a hospital gown. 9 Days later when I got released from Rehad (I was supposed to be in there for 12 weeks...lol, boy am I stubborn) I got weighed again and I was 214 WTF!!!!!! I did not fit into any of my clothes.

Can you say I was just a wee bit pissed off? Over the course of the next year after being taken off the drug I lost about 35 of it...then I got complacent because of nerve damage that caused Drop foot and no feeling below both knees. I finally got so fat again (returning to about 210) that I started my version of working out and was quite successful, getting down to about 176.

This last year I have gotten complacent again and need to get back on it.

So like many of you I fluctuate, but bottom line I am me and well never be skinny no matter what.

So when Tina gets here I will play the beached whale...lol

Gratz to Want on first....

Blessings to all that need them....

Hugs to all. sorry bout the long post~

ibebold said...

Off To Bed...
Wishing all a Good Night!!!!

Amicus said...

Lynn: I know it won't take the pain away but a big {{HUG}} for you.

Just Lin: A tooth socket becomes dry when the blood clot is missing. The clot protects the bone and nerves from being exposed to air, liquids, etc. The two things Donna Jean mentioned are considered no-no's, because both can cause the blood clot to be sucked out of the socket.

IBB I just finished watching Idol too. I wish they'd cut it down to a 1/2 hour show again. Too much filler! :)

Just_Lin said...

Amicus Thank you for the explanation.

Bebbilane said...

Hello and good evening to all. Great post, about weight. I have a problem with food and it hurts me and my family.

I hope everyone is having a great day and an even better day tomorrow.

I am the "One Post Wonder", can't keep up with all you cwaaaaaaaazy Night Owls!

Barbara_in_COviaWA said...

A big Thank You to Joey for the Idol Spoiler tonight! It saved me from watching the crappy hour long show. I turned it on with less then 10 minutes to go to see the poor kicked off Idol wanna-be. I won't spoil it for those who have not watched, but I will say that I will miss the person kicked off. I liked them. Oh well. I knew they were gonna go. Thank god for the video of them that I downloaded on my iTunes so that I can watch them over and over and over again! LOL!
So instead of watching Idol, I watched the DVR I had of Ghost Hunters. Can I just say OMFG!!! They recorded the voice of a ghost talking back to them! Soooooooo freaky! If my Miss Mary ever spoke to me I would crap my pants! I seriously got choked up and teary eyed listening to the woman ghost talk to them. It was all on recording, they could not hear her in the room. They asked if she was in the room and she said "Of course I am. Where are you?" OMG!!!! Kinda scared me I must say!

Barbara_in_COviaWA said...

Well.....looks like everyone went to bed early tonight. So nite nite all!

whabbear said...

Good night, Barb!

Tina~in_ut said...

249~

Tina~in_ut said...

250~

Mary/MI said...

We arrived home safe & sound. I have put a load of wash in and will be headed to bed. This Vegas baby is pooped! Have a great day everyone!

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