There is a meaning~~

so where does the time go
if you stop and think does it
come back, can you remember?

a friend, old charmer in my life
reappears at my door, sometime
last year, we reconnect, we begin
the friendship again, the charm
returns, the memories flood back,
the feelings renewed, once more
to move on again, let it go, be still

yesterday, reappears again, my face
his smile, to close, laughter, hugs

he just called, let it ring,
one more call, let it ring, phone off

all to familiar for me, to much hurt
way to close, must push away, to much
to come along, to much to stand in
the way, never not just me

been there, done that, can't do it again
must move on, must bury deep, remember
the years, let them go by, it is today,
yesterday a memory, be still
once more, when and if it can be me

there is a reason, the hurt, questions
raised, why, no answer, it is as it
should be, deep in the heart, it hides,
to be there forever more

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