life goes on, no matter what the circumstances
we continue
no looking back, just go forward
keep the memories close
move to the light
the summer approached so soon
i have forgotten the spring of 2010
its a blur to me
as i was counting the days till the return
which was never to be
the anger, frustration is gone, it has be replaced by peace
i was so looking for the answer
and it was handed to me without me knowing
when it would arrive
i feel it now
its ok
so much going on, life has a funny way of helping the sorrow
no time to think, just move
go with the flow, write what is on the mind
i shall now and forever
its the words, it has always been
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Well by all that is holy! I got prettiest today. :)
Morning Glories!
Carol that was beautiful. Yes sometimes we are searching so hard that we overlook the message or answer. I agree.
Life certainly does have a way of moving by in a blur, keeping us so busy at times that we don't have time to ponder and think. I guess that is the grand plan when we need to take a break from dwelling, and over thinking.
Waving at all of you who are not the prettiest today!
congrats oh pretty one!!
Carol- I am glad you are learing to heal and let 'your way of life' change and accept it.
XXOO
Good Morning!
CAROL: One thing we can always be certain of is that life will go on..and all we can really do is hold on as tight as we can..even if we don't understand where it is taking us or why.
I'm glad things are coming into focus for you..you've certainly had a turbulent few months..but you held on..you persevered..and with the words..you were able to express what you were feeling..and thus begin to heal. ♥♥
Wonderful blog CAROL..thank you!
Why LYNND..you look just gorgeous!! I hope you get a chance to relax today and just take some time for you!
BEBBI: POKE!! :D
I just went out into the backyard to turn off the pool motor..and there are grasshoppers flying all over the place!! EEEEEKKK!
HI GOOLLLLDDDIIIEEE!! Have a great vacation! I'll make sure the light's left on for you! :D
Good morning!
Lynn, congrats on being 1st today and being so gorgeous!
Carol, glad you are moving forward... you've been through such a difficult time, and that can be very hard to do.
I'm on vacation next week. Well, almost, as I kind of got guilted into working 1 day for my co-worker who is also on vac. next week.
MR. EBJ broke a bone in his foot last week, and is now off work for 2 months. Can't even do modified!
Goldie where are you headed to for your vac?
Hiiii Zona! We've had some hot days so have been swimming lots.
Gotta get ready for work! Hope everyone has a great day!
Way to go LynnD: You are so pretty.
Carol: Beyond beautiful..absolutely speechless..that was so lovely. :)
Kathy..thank you. I needed that this morning so much.
EBJ I hope that your hubby gets well soon.
Heidi: Have fun on vacay!
Good morning all!
DeeDee will hate this sappy shit but I just want to tell you all I feel lucky and privileged to be included in this group of fine people.
Shirley from Area 51: I have seen the bottom half of it..a few times..lol..but you are right..we need more PROOF! haha.
Good morning to all the Early Birds! Hello to everyone stopping by later, too!
Carol, I knew this was your blog before even reading it. Just the title... so bittersweet. I'm sorry for all you've gone through recently. I remember when the big problem was getting the skunk smell out of the car.
What happened to Tina & DeeDee? If we don't hear from them soon, someone should call the police. You never know what those two are up to.
LynnD,I feel pretty, oh so pretty!
Not beautiful like you lol!!
Carol, I am looking at the group picture we had taken in Chi town. You are resting your had on my shoulder. You had the sweetest gentle touch and made me feel special. You words today reminded me of that day. You are a special Lady who has been through a lot. We are all far apart, but know that we all will be there with that special gentle hand to comfort each other. MUAH!!
Goldie, safe travels. Watch that wing!
Zona,I see Bebbi "pokes" you too lol!
EBJ,I hope you day goes fastr for you and you can enjoy your vaca.
Tell Mr EBJ I hope he mends soon!
Bebbi & Shirley, sqoooze me! I do not lie, fib maybe, but not lie! :-). Personally I think Bebbi runs around looking for the treadmill with the most miles on it and sends the pic out like it was hers! So there! I can't fake mine at home. The Mister is too lazy to rack up my miles lol!
Hi Bonachi! They have been too quiet lately! I wonder what they are up to?? Kind of scary!
Tina, I need info on you daughter's trip to Greece. Is she liking it? Where will they be (town).
Lyndie~ congrats on ur foxiness~
Goldie~ Have a fabulous time on your vaca~
Zona~ ewwww...i don't like grasshoppers~
Dang EBJ~ sorry about the Mr~ hope he's okay....and doesn't get bored~
Bebbi~ Love ur sappy poop....made me laugh~
Bonachichi~ I've been REALLY busy~ we had a couple of kids (21) from Germany here for a couple of days~ They just left! Such nice young adults~ I really enjoyed them~
Mary~ Little T is in Santorini~ She's LOVING it~ Sent a pic of her view and I about sent a plane to bring her home for just throwing it in our faces~ She says it's better than Mikonos...which I can't imagine cuz that was fabu....but I'm glad she's enjoying herself~ I did see a comment about man-candy on her facebook that I had to address!!!!!!! >:|
I have to run to the airport....taking the other twin...he's taking his first flight by himself to CA to visit my brother and nephew! :D
On what planet is 21 kids a "couple". Tina, do you still have hair? You didn't pull it all out? Holy crap. 21 kids for a couple days is worse than a drill to the head.
freaking crap....the TWO of them are 21 years old!!!!! omg~
Hi everyone!!
ok Tina! enough with the posting! Get back to what we are doing!
DO NOT LET MY PAINT DRY!!
the flower will bloom at 3:pm/ CST....ifkwim.....
oh! hi everybody...don't mind me... just running by to pick up my rubber nipples and my bedazzler!!
later kids!!
ok...ok...I am not pointing any fingers....but I had a box of 2 dozen rubber nipples in this credenza over here and they seen to be missing along with my bedazzler...
I've got to run down to the Army/Navy surplus store and when I come back I hope they are back where I left them....and there will be no questions asked.....capiche?
I crap I confess I took the rubber nipples. I had a few cows on frontierville with inverted udders and had to improvise. I did not however take the bedazzler!!!
Carol I love when your write from the heart like this. However I don't believe you can go forward without looking back. Looking back is our memories...windows into who we were and who we will be. So I think we do need to look back just don't LIVE in the past. I believe that is where so many of us get into problems. This is just my opinion. I'm so glad you are at peace and healing. I hope the coming holiday gives you lots of love and laughs, and maybe a little porn!!!
Lynn D congrats on 1st!!! How did you manage to beat the old battlea...I mean Tina to 1st!?
Waving at Goldie...have a great vacation!! Take lots of pictures of those cute grandkids!
Mary you brought up a very good point! How Do we know those picture aren't of some random machine at the gym? Bebbi I think we need proof!!!
Afternoon Zona, Bonachichi, DeeDee, EBJ and Tina!!
well....as long as the nipples were put to good use thats ok Lynn ...thanks for letting me know....
Now somebody needs to fess up on the bedazzler....and I think we all know who would be the most likely to bedazzle her vajayjay...don't we Bebbi?
Happy Thursday Owls.
Carol, Yes life does go on for those of us who are left behind. We have to find a way to make the best of it. Soon the blur becomes a clear picture and we can move forward, though slowly. Family, friends (and Owls) help with that and want you to lean on them. And when the words flow, you know the healing has begun. Hang on to the good memories and the love all around you.♥
Lynn, Congrats on sliding in at prettiest today.
Zona, ewwwww. So, I'm guessing there will be no swimming for you today.
Mary, I just want you to know, I know you wouldn't lie and I believe you. (We short people have to stick together).
Goldie, Have a great time on your vaca.
Dianne, I hope you are doing well and the drugs are still working. :)
Waving to all the other Owls. I am off to the dentist. blech! BBL
Carol: What SacBarb said. And you're a poet, and we all noet!
*sniffs around for DeeDee's bedazzler, realizes that's in all the wrong places*
Yeah, SacBarb! Do that burp thing when the dentist has a sharp implement in your mouth!
yadot cixelsyd ma I.
Nevermind sacBarb. Blech belch. What do I know? Whab got me all excited with his sniffing.
well it seems there may be something all a sparkle in Toronto!!!
Carol~ I freaking forgot to comment on your blog~ duh~ First~ thank you for not sending it to me! :)~ Second~ I'll talk to my mom today, k? You will be okay cuz you have tons of people who love you (not from here of course!) and will help you~ And hell....when all else fails, just bat those pretty blues and complete strangers will fall at your feet! (just make sure you've had ur pedicure!) Oh.....and give back DeeDee's bedazzler~ Your SSO did not need all those jewels on his jewels~ ijs~
The kid just called....he just landed in CA~ first class even~ (I went shopping on my way home from the airport and forgot all about him....but don't tell!) shhhh~
LYNN...you are absofreaking gorgeous today!! Even prettier then usual!!!
Since I usually shut down the blog, I must be ugliest today!!!!
CAROL...I'm glad you are going forward. It is so hard to do when you ache so badly. But my dear, you are strong and you have all of our strength to draw on whenever you need it. And of course there is always porn to help you thru.
Continued thoughts and prayers for you.
DEE DEE...did you find your bedazzler yet?
EBJ...have a good vacay and I hope Mr. EBJ mends quickly. Make sure he follows dr's orders!
ZONA...grasshoppers...yuck! But not as bad as crickets!
TINA...So the Jr. found some man candy in Greece! Ooopah!! Maybe Son 2 can teach some compassion to your SIL while he's there. Tell him to talk about his mother's Jewish BFF...that should send her reeling!
SHIRLEY...you're right about not forgetting the past (well some parts are ok to forget!!) as it shapes our present and our future.
I hope the grocery shopping and lugging up the stairs didn't hurt your back too badly.
SACBARB...hope the trip to the dentist wasn't too painful.
k, people, it has been a long time since I had my message lost, what was the term we used to use for it?
I quit "copying and pasting a long time ago! :(
Barb, thanks for sticking by your short sistah lol!
Tina, I loved reading about Little T's trip! I will be googling Santorini & Mikonos. We are thinking of going to the Cyclades Islands. I want to see Monasteries so prolly have to google them too.
Your Little T his her little "zorch-a-flaming" eh? lol!!!
Going farming before Tina throws something at me......
Mary! I've decided to sell everything on your farms and send horrid emails to all ur "friends" on FB!!!!! HOW DARE YOU!!!!!! OMG!!!! You will now be taking Little T shopping with you....she needs a new wardrobe!!!!!
Mo~ I told the kid to let my SIL have it!!!! :)~
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