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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Feeling Free??


BIRDEE BEING VERY BAD
Thanks ♥Lovey♥


i wanna be carefree, i don't wanna
have to worry what other people
are thinking, i don't what to try
and rack my brain why someone
did this and why someone did that

i just wanna be able to turn my
cheek and not wonder wtf

it is in my being to be a caring person
i over extend myself to all, which is not
a struggle for me, it comes naturally

however, if someone does something
that somewhat affects me, it bothers me
even tho i know i have no control over
their feelings, its like i want to fix it
but just don't have the tools

this feeling has been with me always
i really don't think i can change it

in different aspects of my personality
i like to change things or work on them
and with time usually i succeed

with this, i don't think i can, it is
something i will have to deal with
i can't shuffle the cards on the deal
they are handed to me and i must
accept them, it is just the way it is

so my brain will work overtime
as it always does, and i will just
wonder why and wtf?

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287 comments:

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Birdee said...

200?

MEK in AZ said...

Thank Goodness - I got foad!! right at 200!!

Okay - I'm going to watch the end of this...

Birdee said...

Damn Mek, you're fast

MEK in AZ said...

Sorry, Birdee!!!

:-)

Birdee said...

I'll get it one of these days, Mek

night.owls.sb said...

http://www.rickey.org/?p=7779

I think this is the link?

I am going to post it and try it...

night.owls.sb said...

No it did not work!

Were is Joey when you need him..

You can however copy and past in your browser.

sacBarb said...

MEK & Amicus: Idol starts here in 10 minutes. Can I vote now or do I have to wait til it's over here?

♥LOVEY♥ said...

LMAO u guys crack me up!

Night night Goldie sweet dreams to u xox

night.owls.sb said...

Birdee:
Mek won the march, because you have been bad, and your wings are clipped!

Without wings, you are just not quick enough, I think you better go to your chicken coop and get another!

♥LOVEY♥ said...

I caged her Carol LOL
Didn't I Birdee?

And left her swingin outside a 747 ROFL

night.owls.sb said...

Thank You ♥Lovey♥ Good thing you used a 747, they are very fast, and she will not be able to hold on!

:O)

Birdee said...

I've got some of those wooden ice cream sticks...gonna see if I can fix my wings...wing splints!

♥LOVEY♥ said...

omg, tv tonight is wild..... Robin Williams on L & O SVU... omg

♥LOVEY♥ said...

Birdee, even if u fix your wings u wont get out of that cage

♥LOVEY♥ said...

LOL Carol

Birdee said...

Shit! I forgot all aobut L & O..
It looked like it was gonna be good!

Birdee said...

Man, I can't believe you guys are locking me up like this. what would you all do to me if I had been able to keep the prank going longer??? LOL

MEK in AZ said...

SacBarb - you can't vote until it is over in your area..

SO - with that said - I need to start dialing...... only have TWO hours!!!

:-)

MEK in AZ said...

220

DreamaTexas said...

I was skimming comments and just saw what Birdie did. My phone rang and my friend wanted to know what was so funny so I read to her what Carol wrote about being punked by Birdie.
Applause to Birdie.:0)

DreamaTexas said...

Mary/Mi
I read your blog on Myspace. I didn't address it here but I did put your brother in my prayers and I am glad that it was prostate cancer and not pancreatic cancer. Prostate is much easier to cure since it progresses slowly.
It has been very difficult for me to keep up with so many illnesses on line because I've been trying to help a life long friend of mine deal with her Mom's stage 4 cancer and two of my friends who have Moms with progressing Alzheimers. Also my boss's Mother has no bone mass left and now her skin is so thin that her blood vessels keep bursting and she's bled out twice.

sacBarb said...

Thanks MEK. It's on now and I got my dialin' finger ready (No not THAT one).

DreamaTexas said...

Birdie
I will set you free if they lock you up. :0)

♥LOVEY♥ said...

ROFLMFAO CAROL!!!!
help I can't breath, that drunk pilot put me over the edge

night.owls.sb said...

Lovey:
If ever I see that pilot flying a plane I am taking the Train!

:O)

Just_Lin said...

OMG!!! Paula!!! WTF?!!!

♥LOVEY♥ said...

Just Lin, she forgot her meds....


Carol, omg me too, I'd rethink being outside my house that day

♥LOVEY♥ said...

K what time zone is watching AI right now?

Mek u have a DWTS spoiler if it's not late, sorry if it is.....

Just_Lin said...

Lovey I'm watching AI on the California coast. You and Birdee have given me some great laughs today. Thank you!

♥LOVEY♥ said...

Just Lin thanks I wasn't sure what time it was around the world.lol.. and ty, yw :o) xox

Amicus said...

MEK,
David Archuleta was my favorite at the beginning of the season, but his performances have become boring to me for the same reason you mentioned. He has the vocal talent, but I think he just needs more time to mature and find his own identity as a performer. He doesn't seem comfortable playing the role of Teen Idol to a bunch of screaming girls. :)

Just_Lin said...

Amicus I agree. I think I'll like little David more in a couple of years.

night.owls.sb said...

amicus and mek:
I agree as well, DavidA does really nothing for me. He does not have the "it" where David Cook does..

I voted for David Cood 10times, I got thru with no problem!

Want2Sleep said...

Hi Gang!

Mek,
Some friends of my mom's just came back from their winter stay in Arizona. Their place is in Green Valley. I just fond out that is near where you live, in fact they go to a church in your town, I think. Interesting. Someone has actually heard of your city !!

MEK in AZ said...

Want2 - I was JUST in Green Valley today!! it's only 7 miles south of me!! How FUN!!! You should come visit!!

cpgem - ONLY TEN times - come on - we need MORE votes than that!! LOL

I have spent the first hour voting for ShYESa - and now I will start voting for David Cook....

Little David just bores me to death!!!! I did think that Jason was better than Brooke tonight - but both of them need to go home!!

BUT - I would LOVE to have another SHOCKING results show tomorrow night!!!

Lovey - thanks for the DWTS message -

OH - Law and Order is on - I better go watch and dial...

multi tasking....

Just_Lin said...

MEK Dialing for David C.!

sacBarb said...

MEK: I have been dialing and re-dialing, but can't get through...busybusybusy

Sayesha did very well tonight also.

Just_Lin said...

SacBarb I used to get busy signal but now I'm dialing the second number that ends with 07. No problems.

sacBarb said...

Bon'O, where are you tonight????

sacBarb said...

J/L I have been dialing both numbers using cell and land line. So far I haven't gotten thru. I'll keep it up tho

night.owls.sb said...

Sacbarb:
Last week I could not get thru at all, and tonite I had no problem!

Go Figure...

Have to go vote more for MEK....

MEK in AZ said...

Just Lin and SacBarb - I got thru the WHOLE first hour with NO busy signals - the busy started when the west coast started their dialing - I found last week that after about 10 minutes it calmed down and I could get thru..

SO - don't give up!!!!!!!

keep going - We MUST outdial the little teeny - boopers!!!

Just_Lin said...

SacBarb It must be your local lines are jammed. Maybe more people there are trying to vote than here. :)

MEK in AZ said...

cpgem - are you still allowed to vote - it's supposed to only be two hours per time zone??!!

sacBarb said...

OK finally worked. Lost count of number of times I voted so far.

Mary/MI said...

Dreama~ How sweet of you to think of us when you have such heartbreaking issues of your own! I pray every night for all my owl/cyber friends. I learned from my Mother the power of prayer. I know there are some things that are out of our hands. You are a true gem to stand by your friends. A lot of people shy away from such tragedies.I'm sure they appreciate you.

♥LOVEY♥ said...

250

♥LOVEY♥ said...

LOL :oP

♥LOVEY♥ said...

250:oP

night.owls.sb said...

mek:
I don't know, but I tried to vote more for you and I have been getting a busy signal! So I stopped...

night.owls.sb said...

I am pooped...being "pranked" tires you out...

I will see ya tomorrow...

Nite..

:O)

MEK in AZ said...

cpgem - good nite..

Lovey - should I watch the last 15 minutes of Law and Order - i am thinking NOT!!!!! OMG...

MEK in AZ said...

OH and I have been getting thru for David Cook solid - back to voting...

SacBarb - thanks for NOT giving up.

MEK in AZ said...

255

Want2Sleep said...

I was watching Dancing with The Stars so I didn't see American Idol,, what dumb thing did Paula do tonight? And why is she still on the show?

Mary/MI said...

MEK what a weird ending eh? I'm sure they will be bringing him back (R.Williams).

MEK in AZ said...

Want - it was classic - the judges were only going to "judge" after both songs, but Ryan asked them to say REAL quick how the first round went - and Paula started with Jason's "first song" and then started about his "second" which he hadn't even sung yet - she said it was TOO confusing having to take notes..... at the end - Simon said that it was the strangest show they have ever had!!! LOL

AND - my area - voting is over - SO, I did my deed - WEST COAST - keep it up!!!

MEK in AZ said...

Mary - SVU was JUST over - YES, bizarre - and I am SURE we have NOT seen the last of him.. too intense episodes in a row - don't know how many more of these "edge of the seat" things I can sit thru!!!

Just_Lin said...

MEK Sorry, but I voted for a solid hour and I'm going to be done now. I need to get some birthday presents wrapped so I can get them to the Post Office in the morning.

Mary/MI said...

Thanks again for the Medium update.Where would I be without my nesters lol!

Ronnie,Birdie,cpgem8 thanks for the myspace comments.
Love all of yah (night owls). You all make me sappy LOL!!

Want2Sleep said...

Oh my, Paula is such an idiot. Thanks for the info. I think the gossip sites have the clip of her up now, I am afraid to watch it.

I didn't really like SVU tonight, it was creepy.

Mary/MI said...

Time for this owlette to hit the sheets, another busy day tomorrow. I need a vacation $$$!!!

♥LOVEY♥ said...

lol, YES U SHOULD MEK... but I'm probably late on my reply SORRY :o(

MEK in AZ said...

Just Lin - that is fine - LOL - thanks for helping the cause!! You did your duty JUST fine!!!! Now, go wrap those presents!!!

Want - I agree - WAY too creepy and I'm sure he'll be back!!

and I was going to say - I'm sure the clip is everywhere by now - and will be the talk of the talk shows tomorrow..

Mary - did I fill you in for everything that you missed on Medium??!! hope so!!

Mary/MI said...

MEK~ That thank-you was for you :+)

MEK in AZ said...

Lovey - I DID watch - almost wishing that I hadn't... LOL

♥LOVEY♥ said...

SVU had me on an emotional roller coaster tonight...
Robin Williams I love that man..... and he blows me away when he goes out on a limb with a role.

MEK in AZ said...

Mary - good night - and YES, I figured as much - glad I could help out!! and did I tell you - it is a TO BE CONTINUED>...

MEK in AZ said...

LOL - I got 2 - 69!!
I will dedicate it to Turtle..

MEK in AZ said...

we hit 94 degrees - it's still 78 right now......

Zona - what was YOUR high??!!

Mary/MI said...

MEK, yes and then some .I had forgotten about the dream. Hanky panky eh?

Mary/MI said...

MEK,we had to turn our heat on tonight! It is supposed to get to 28* tonight :-[

MEK in AZ said...

Mary - bummer - I could gladly send some of this heat to anyone near freezing - cuz it is just NOT fun AND - we haven't even hit the HOT time yet!!

well, I'm going to bed now..

Good Night everyone - thanks for the laughs..

I will let everyone know if the couch REALLY arrives!! SO - with that ..

I hope everyone has an excellent Wednesday!!!
:-)

MEK in AZ said...

275

Good Night!!

sacBarb said...

Good night MEK. Sweet Dreams

♥LOVEY♥ said...

I'm getting too old to multi task..lol.. I get so lost these days,in blogger,myspace,PSP, and Ims..... I throw in the towel...... one window at a time from now on

♥LOVEY♥ said...

Night night Mek, sweet dreams, sorry I was so behind in replys lol

♥LOVEY♥ said...

SacBARB did u get your votes in?

♥LOVEY♥ said...

MaryMI r u leaving for Vegas tomorrow?

whabbear said...

OMG, Birdee and Carol, I was cracking up reading your two posts on "The Prank"! Fabulous!

Sleep: Missed you in chat tonight!

Mary/MI: I'll be keeping your brother in my thoughts, too. Crossing fingers...

sacBarb said...

Lovey: Yes I voted many times - lost track of the count.

♥LOVEY♥ said...

SacBARB, I really hope DC wins but sadly, I think that lil David might take it.... I sure hope not :o(

♥LOVEY♥ said...

I must get to bed, I have a cawfee chat date later today.
I must be wide awake for that :oP
Sweet Dreams Owls, night night xox

sacBarb said...

Good night Lovey. Sweet Dreams. I am headed for bed also.

JoeyfromSC said...

ROFLMAO@the prank

OMG that was so funny to read...I like the pics that you changed too! lol

Carol, I saw you say "Where is joey when you need him?" haha
Sorry!

Happy Humpday Y'all!!

JoeyfromSC said...

Oh wow, this is the 111th blog!

1-1-1 lol

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