Fine Tuned!

my emotions need to be fine tuned
i go from happy to sad to crazed
all in about ten 1/2 seconds, it happens
so quickly, i don't even realize the
change until someone close to me points it out

i have thought about this often, and have
made a decision that it comes with getting
older, when i was younger so much rolled
off my back to never be thought about again

now, i pick things apart and it affects my
emotions, it also affects my thinking
because if i am crazed for whatever reason
my thinking is crazy thoughts!

try as i might to keep my emotions fined
tuned, i lose every time, the battle is ongoing

there are times, these emotions get to me
i want to be able to notice when they arrive
so i can handle them better, and not completely
freak out

there has to be a way, i just have to look
in different places within myself

i have to try

in the meantime, watch out, as you never
know when my emotions will emerge
good, bad, or indifferent it could get ugly!